updates on my attachment.. yest was at treatment room indeed.. early in da morn.. da 1st case was an e case.. so da ambulance gtta be called in and da paramedics came n all n i actually was there to witness the whole thing man.. hahahah!!! than theres the normal ppl on da tb pills.. and had a whole lot of injections.. pain killers.. asthmatic patients coming in for da ventolin and all.. and a whole lot of admin wrk.. n gtta mendle with da case sheet.. hahahaz..so when they were doing da admin wrk i was left to stare out of the window and cld probably rot there arhhz.. hahahaz.. bt i didnt.. cuz the nurse most likely anticipated it and asked me to go n grab some pamplete to keep myself occupied.. bt still im not lorhhz.. and some kind soulS actually msged me n keep me entertained!! LOL.. replied back on da spot sia.. hidden away frm da nurses though..!! LOL!! overall pretty alrite... i realised there will surely be somce cases whenever its time for me to go off sia.. ALWAYS.. hahahz..
anw today was busier.. much more things to do.. hrd alot of the nurses commenting tt dressing was tiring and stuff.. n i realise why.. n i totally understand.. yes indeed can die sia inside tt room!!! maddness!!! if i ever become a nurse and kena posted at some polyclinic.. i'm gonna stay away frm tt room!! hahahaz... serious.. my god.. -shivers run dwn my spinE!!!- so anw i was in tt room da whole day.. when smtg is way too much for my eye and for my very weak self today.. i looked away n was STUDYING DEEP on smtg else..i tink the nurses there have seen way tooooo many of those to even be bothered abt it.. so yeahh.. i manage to opened the sterile pakage by myself alrite!!! hahaahz.. n help out in da repack for the stuff tts going to be send to for sterilization..
there was also the counsilling for smoking patients.. those tt kena caught or voluntarily wanna stop.. so we watched da lame video.. hahaa.. as nicole says.. tgt with 2 patients la.. both malay guys.. 1 of dem da face sooo black.. guarentee kena caught by HSA n sent for counsilling one.. n seriously the video is not convincing enuff sia.. as in if da patient was me.. even afta i watched da video i'll still cont to smoke.. LOL!! no impact at all de.. LOL..
aiya i'll stop here i nd my slp.. ahaha.. see its only like 11 n im like going off to bed already.. goshhh.. HAHAHAz.. anw tmr's gonna be anotha looong day gonna get my hep B jab tmr!! haha.. am soo gonna cut da damn queue!! lalala~ nights ppl..
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
wahahhaz.. alrite my very 1st day of attachment at mpp.. it was pretty alrite seriously.. its nice.. da nurses there were great.. most of them la.. the 2 sisters are super duper dao.. hmrf... hahahaz.. who cares.. da ssn and da sen were superb..hehhz.. n i was offered banana cakes.. chocolates... coffee.. tea.. cookies.. and lots n lots more of stuff.. n i just keep on repeating fasting.. fasting... fasting.. HAHAHAz.. soo funny..
so anw.. today i was to cover 2 rooms.. DRP and the children rooms... DRP was pretty alrite.. i helped out with da eye test.. and i totally was super impress with da photo taking of the eyes.. cataracts n stuff..and da nurses enlighten me abt the things they do.. why they do tt and all.. when there's no patient.. the nurses will be sitting dwn integorating me.. LOL!! and of cuz.. talked abt themselves and all arhhz... childrens rooms was nicer in a way.. cuz they were talking abt general stuff.. like singapore idol.. YES!! s'pore idol!! frm morn sia.. so practically they talked abt it for da whole day la.. n da ssn was like nadirah.. who do you tink will win.. WAIT... who do you support... nxt qns... did you vote.. how many times did you vote.. my god.. damn hilarious sia.. n like they try to involve me in as much as possible in whatever conv they had.. n if its smtg which i dunno.. they actually stop n explain to me what they were saying.. nice huhhs.. i hope it stays da same throughout da nxt 4 days..
bt anw my toe is still numb.. dun ask me why.. its been like 7 hours already.. n my toes is still numb.. sigh sigh sigh.. dunno why!!! anw tmr i'll be at da treatment section i tink.. if im nt mistaken la..
ohh n s'pore idol!!!! hahahaha.. my god!!! hady won!!!!!!!!!!! yayness!!!! LOL!!!!! i was almost so sure jon was going to win la.. despite there's ppl like da nurses who were busy promoting HADY!! ahhahaa.. soo cute sia they all... so anw.. was at baba's place.. amalia was lying there in front of the tv set with her h/w ringht in front of her.. soo poor thing.. hahahaz.. we were like aiya jon going to win la.. den wen hady won.. we were screaming.. diaoz rights.. hahahahaz!!! soo funny!!!! im soo sure tmr da nurses going to strt da day smiling.. LOL.. why 1) hady won.. 2) hady won!! 3) gurmit didnt drag da results.. 4) gale showed up.. 5) they'll have lots to comment abt matilda's dressing!! HAHAHAH....
alrite till here i gtta slp.. tmr's gonna be anotha looong day.. nights ppl!!!
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Monday, September 25, 2006
selamat berpuasa to all muslim.. i know its like 1 day late cuz going to azan in less den 2 hours time.. indicating day 1 ended.. hahahz.. so anw.. am gonna wish dad all da best in handling both da stalls. seriously i really wish i can help out.. siigghhz.. and immy is at high risk of becoming an asthmatic patient.. aiiyooo... bt da docs is doing what he can to prevent it la.. hopefully his efforts pays..
so what have i been doing for da past 2 days.. been out with dad... n da looooongg... nvr ending roads... my god.. singapore, da one tiny red dot.. has looong nvr ending roads.. hahaaz.. yeah i must be kidding.. bt hell it is almost nvr ending.. so anw.. i hafta keep dad entertained or he'll strt to feel bored n well probably doze off too.. n tts really really dangerous.. not tt he ever dozed off.. bt i mean he might with da pathetic number of hours of slp he had everyday for da past months!! so da radio is a must must be on thing.. and then i'll just chat aloong with him.. and sometimes.. which is like most of the time which he nvr fails to make me angry or upset.. i'll shut the hell up.. wind da window dwn.. off da aircon.. stare at da traffic n practically day dream throughout the journey..LOL!!! ohh n of cuz not to comment on stuff tts happening on the road to myself.. ahha.. esp da most irritating thing in s'pore.. ROAD BLOCKS!!!! so anw theres a whole lot of problem at jurong.. and some minor problem at wdls... so either way there was problem.. and can you imagine at 1.30am.. this guy called dad up asked him if he cld work with dad.. n dad had his usual rules place dwn and expectations..n tt guy cldnt turn up today..why?? cuz he gtta take of his lil bro.. and da grandmother had gone to wrk.. and asked if he cld come strt tmr instead.. blardy fuck right.. damn nonsense arhhz.. told dad to just forget about him sia.. lazy bum!! hahahaz...
anw yeah gtta get my arse off the com n strt doing good deeds!! its RAMADHAN man.. da most awaiting month of the year!!! time for good deeds.. ohh n not forgetting tmr.. strting of my attachment!!! hahahz... wish me all da best alrite!! betta arhhz.. doa2 kan yg terbaik alrite.. hehhz.. thx!! byee.. n slamat berbuka!!! =))
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Friday, September 22, 2006
bindi irwin's speech.. she's such a darl... its such a sad sad thing sia.. life is nvr fair... -shrugss-
gtta off to bed.. exceed my waking time already!! ahahz.. nights peeps..
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guess wad.. im crapping abt PINK CANDIES with egg right now.. pink candies is good for you and erm.. definitely not me!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
aiyaa anw.. was at baba's place just now.. while dad was away at da warehouse.. and then.. dad came over.. n we got ourselves to causewaypoint.. while immy stayed behind at baba's place.. n bro went to help ami ayob.. so yeah.. can bet a million bucks he is sooo not happy bout it.. LOL.. anw enjoy climbing!! hehhz.. so i was helping dad out.. n things werent really ready.. which totally sucks since we're suppose to strt tmr.. see a no. of familiar faces.. n hopes to see more.. hahahaz... so anw our colour is green.. metalic green.. nice nice.. hahahaz... aft tt which end like 8 plus.. get back to baba's place n here i am typing craps.. ahahaz..
gonna have my jab tmr!!!! muahahaz.. n sha.. i wont scream nor will i bite you!!! LOL!!!! funny!!..
so somebody wanna slap my face.. bt isit my fault to lay dwn all da facts right at tt somebody's face.. i suppose i have no say at all rights..so why am i born with a mouth??!!arse...
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
new rule for me... i must be aslp before 12.. or at least latest 12.. n must wake up at 6.. must train myself before da attachment.. or else i'll find myself still in bed when im suppose to be reporting at da hospital.. hahahaz..
anw.. today didnt do nething much except for clearing my wardrope... clearing up immy's toys.. yeah threw away some of his toys while he was aslp.. LOL!!! evil me.. bt yeah mom says let go.. so tts exactly wad i did.. hahaha.. anw.. afta watching winx club.. i head dwn to da lib to return n borrow new books for me.. anw.. i still haven get my black shoes!!!! aaarrrggghhh.. tmr die die must go find.. mon i'll be at marine parade polyclinic frm 8 all da way to 4.. n goshh.. i haven even got my objectives done yet!!!!! ggrrrrrrr... ohh isnt fuad sooo lucky.. he's is like sooo done n over with all this attachment.. n i gtta go during fasting month.. how nice.. hmrrrfffff.... LOL.. bt i really hope its gonna be fun man.. hrd alot of nicee storiess.. waiting for my nicee stories to tell tooo.. ahhahaha...
nabil hang in there dude!! there's always time for revenge alrite.. hehhz..
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
a friend told me this.. you are one happy fellow on the surface.. its kinda shocking for him to be telling me this.. cuz like ppl will usually say you seems to be one of a happy fellow.. the 'on the surface' part will not be included. bt somehow he did include it in.. n the thing is.. i'm not close to him at all.. yes AT ALL... so its seriously kinda weird.. super weird actually.. n da worse part is tt he strted like lecturing me.. or rather strted asking qns about heart over mind n stuff.. so yeahh... its kinda useful.. n yet weird la...
anw yes im recovering frm tt fever virus i gt frm immy.. he's still on medication.. while i cant be bothered to eat a single drug.. hahaha...the mess is still in a mess... everyone is worrying.. everyone is not talking much about it.. everyone's mind is ohh sooo full of it.. eventhough its nt being mention im soo sure its on the very first spot on their to do list if they can seriously help it in one way or anotha.. siigghh.. everyone shld seriously take one step backward and reflect on it.. bt even me myself dont have enough in me to do such stuff.. suddenly i feel soo weak.. suddenly i've lost all my balance.. i'm falling.. im falling hard.. i know there's no one to pull me up cuz everyone is either hanging on to the branches.. or doesnt even have any strength left in them to pull me up..
i justt wanna hold on to you.. i just wanna scream n let go of all this frustration.. n hopefully you'll shut me up.. i just wanna hug n squeeze you.. my dearest bantal peluk.. hahahahz...bt heys.. its as old as me alrite.. n definitely is well taken care of.. cuz i've lost my selimut busuk at da age of 6??.. yeah shld be.. HAHAHA... my relationship with my bantal peluk is much more than with mas.. sorry honey.. bt i met my bantal peluk 4 years ahead of you.. hehhz.. -crazie girl crapping crazie stuff.. haha.-
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yest afta sending immy to bed afta feeding him his paracetamol thinking poor kid.. the fever virus caught him.. n there there.. afta leaving the room i strted sneezing n felt soo much worse.. sighhh.. da fever virus caught me too!!! sobs... hahahaz.. i shld have done more hand hygiene!! LOL!!!
yest was pretty slack too.. didnt help dad out.. so i miss my deal with cik din.. he's suppose to create this pizza like thingie for me n cik lun.. LOL!!! sigh sigh sigh.. shall wait till thurs den i suppose.. hehhz.. i was out with mom n immy to shop for his stuffs.. do you know its damn hard to find a pair of decent shoes for a 4 year old kiddie.. sighness.. but we manage to find it either ways.. n i had my eyes on this pair of shoes.. its damn sweet... i like.. i love.. hahahz..65 buckz.. so first my eyes.. than my hands.. n finally my feets will lie on tt pair of shoes.. ahhahaha..
n had a conference with fizah.. nabil.. fads n jas... it was pretty nicee.. jas with his ang mohs agn.. tsk tsk tsk.. ahaaz.. fads with floorball.. nabil with da student counsil stuff.. fizah with job hunting..hahahaz.. yeah like finally manage to catch up afta sucha looong time.. hehhz... miss every single soul tt once step into my life la.. yes.. tt totally include se jung.. hahahaz... im sooo totally missing him like nuts.. like hells.. like whatever la.. hahahahaha..
on the darker side.. everythings in a mess.. a total mess.. a seriously disasterous mess.. everything is falling apart.. why is this happening to us.. n worse part of all.. why is everything happening at one go.. im wondering.. im cracking my brain to make things easier for everyone.. i dont mine sacrificing everything i got.. as loong as everything else gets better.. as loong as immy wont feel miserable.. as loong as they dont blame mom for nt caring for him.. as loong as dad gets at least 5 hours of slp a night..as loong as they are gonna be safe away frm all da trouble.. as loong as they are not gonna be ******.. as loong as the puzzle fits in nicely!!...sigh sigh sigh
the very last thing i want is for you keep on doing what you always does.. n for me making your life as miserble as it cld possibly get.. haiiss... we shall settle everything when da time is right la alrite.. so i suppose for now.. it's betta for you to just dissappear from my mind....n for you to just lay off.. lay off.. lay off lay off..... haiis....
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
alrite alrite.. i was soo confident i cld wake up this morn at 5 to be able to get to outram mrt station at 7.30 sharp for da darn orientation.. but guess what.. i woke up at 7.30 UPON andy's call to check on where i am.. LOL!! soo maddness la...my god i was soo gan cheong sia.. nvr been soo gan cheong before.. n before leaving da hse decided to call andy to check if gt anything to bring.. n then he asked me to put on uniform.. diaoz... then wait! i dun even have da black shoes.. LOL!!! i was like forget it la.. n rush out of the hse.. ran dwn hail for a cab ignoring other cab commutors who have been waiting.. how mean// bt my arse is at stake la.. stupid shit.. told the taxi driver to drive fast fast due to da less then 15 mins i have to reach there.. hahaha.. kinda funny la.. da driver also soo enthu.. bless him.. hehhz.. anw i reached there 5 mins before da lect begun.. n was made even more panick-y when i asked a girl if it is a must to put on the uniform. n she told me with full of confidence yes MUST PUT ON.. like nvr put on will die like that.. in da end.. damn bullshit la.. da sister nvr even say nething.. LOL!!! aiya wadever.. in da end i fell aslp during da lect n at first i actually tried to make myself stay awake.. after a while i cldnt be bothered n just let myself fell aslp.. poor andy.. he sat in btwn me n kim whom had kindlyfallen aslp.. hahahz.. anw he nudge both of us to get up when i suppose the sister was like staring right through me.. aiya i know.. bt since she nvr say nething.. so i just allow myself to carry on.. LOL!!! stupid shit.. anw.. i know my ward already..we're gonna be posted to a renal dialysis ward.. scary sia.. we all so itchy mind go wonder arnd trying to see what our ward is going to be like.. so in da end we view it.. n it aint really a 'happy' ward.. so anw.. took 196 hme.. n finally saw da st john's hq!! hahaha.. i nvr knew it existed.. LOL!!! so anw.. afta tt followed dad.. n yes... receive a whole lot of nagging.. my god..i thought i'd get used to it.. bt seriously i just cant dont ask me why i just cant.. hopefully i'll get a hang of it real soon...
anw im excited abt the attachment.. i really hope everything will go on smoothly.. for me.. n you.. n everbody.. oh n fizah get well soon!! =)
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Friday, September 15, 2006
everythings been a drag... sigghh... i'm so damn shagged... sats gonna be off to SGH for the orientation.. my goodness.. everything is soo darn fast...sighh..
anw andy just send a msg in msn abt the results!!! wahahahah!!!! i'm HAPPY!! hahaha.. bt nt sooo happy la... LOL.. i gt no A's lorhhz.. blardy hell!!! arse.. hahahaz...results are all practically B+.. and B's.. n 1 or 2 C's.. wahahaz.. so yes im nt sooo happy.. bt im happy... no sub papers.. mas passed all her papers too!!! yay.. congrats congrats!!! LOL!!! n guess wad.. i gt a C for mandarin.. blardy hells right.. aiya the lect damn stupid la.. ask stupid qns.. n expect me to ans her.. n da worse part tt whole particular day gt no lessons la.. den come just for tt stupid exam... of cuz wanna faster finish it den can ciao off rights.. ahhahahaz.... so anw.. i am now officially a BASIC mandarin speaking girl.. as i passed the basic conversational mandarin.. HAHAHA.. soo stupid la.. LOL!!! nvr shall i enter da damn course agn..LOL!!! yi1 sheng3??!! eunice??!! LOL!!! frgt it.. LOL!!!
ok fine.. i shall not luff off too much.. as my day can at any point turn upside dwn.. n seriously tts da last thing i want.. esp now tt im sooo capable of blowing off at the slightest irritation crapz.. n yest night.. in da middle of da darn night someone can kindly msg msg msg just to irritate me.. my goodness... sighness.. LOL!!!
oh yeah.. i totally had only fruits to subtitute my lunch n dinner.. n its not on purpose..!! hahahaz.. aint tt cool.. anw tts nt impossible at all since da stall right nxt to dads was a fruit stall with super duper chatty ppl.. so yeah.. damn cool!! hehhz... other then tt.. my live saver for yest was a story book i drag along to share my loooooong day with da rest pf the ppl.. hahahaz..
im dead...totally dead.. so can somebody pls come n bury my body... place my body under god's arm so i can finally be in total peace.. i wished...
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Monday, September 11, 2006
guess wad.. i snap a finger nail while helping dad this morn.. da lock of the door just snap off my nail in one snap.. n the nxt thing i realise my nail had been cut off short [uglily of cuz] by the lock..sighness.. lucky though.. it didnt bleed or smtg.. the length was like chun chun just nice the shortness n mom was pretty please!! hahaaz.. she suggested tt all my nails shld be that short.. hahah..
than andy came over to fetch me n da food. plus ju since she's coming over too.. seri n zaki were darn cute!!! ask to meet me at the conventional hall's zebra crossing.. they went to ngee ann pri sch's zebra crossing.. LOL.. ask to turn left they turn right.. i tink nxt time i shall seriously tell them da opposite direction arhz.. i tink it'll seriously work..LOL... bt no worries.. we met dem at ecp.. afta they went to the other direction agn.. n im nt da one hu's bad with direction okay.. ju came over under my direction too!! n she's safe n sound.. LOL.. anw it was raining.. n it was pretty bad.. so we decided to wait till da rain kinda stop.. n as the rain was the come n go.. n da clouds gt brighter.. we strt the fire.. with all da winds blowing.. yup yup.. so andy decided to open an umbrella to cover the pit frm the wind so we can make our fire.. then so we made.. 3 fires.. bt they were kinda small.. probably cuz we didnt really piled up the charcoal la.. anw.. the fire strted.. eventhough small it was firing.. hahaha.. get it. as in it was a strong fire la.. n before the food was even put on top of the gauze.. it strted to pour.. n i became the fire sheltered girl.. i took my unbrella n sheltered the fire.. HAHAHA.. n da guys at the nxt pit actually came over to borrow ju's umbrella sia.. n did the exact same thing.. LOL!!! anw the food were great.. why cuz i prepared the chicken wings with seri's receipe.. seri cooked the bee hoon.. n we both bought the food n stuff.. n it was ntg bt splendid.. hehhz.. anw we had cycling n some ppl were acting like some kinda bitch.. only it was useless cuz yeah im much of a bigger bitch la arhhz.. LOL... so we went cycling.. n head to bedok jetty!!! yes FINALLY I WENT THERE AGN!!!! muahahahah!!!! n went cycling back..we went to back to da pit n da otha girls took our bike.. -.-" so we went to sit at the water breakers.. n chit chatted.. n then played the marble gae.. actually all dun wanna play la.. cuz abit funny la.. den wen strted like damn fun like tt.. made super duper lotsa noise eventhough there were only like 8 ppl left at the pit th n we sang pras her b'lated birthday song.. haha.. n played summore.. then when da rest came back we all ciao off.. LOL.. walked to pw.. den bought my coffee.. then walked hme.. burn the calories tt had been put on.. hahhaa...im addicted to starbuckz coffee.. n so is imran.. sighness.. my 4 yr old bro.. addicted to coffee.. hahahaz...
anw i serious dont know.. i dont know i dont know i dont know.. i have no ans no ans no ans.. every single time i'll be grabbing the phone to call mas for help.. wth is this.. this is not how i wanted it to be.. this is nvr the way.. bt either way none of us can run away frm each otha.. hahas.. so i suppose there's no worries?? haiis.. i dunno de.. siiiggghhhhh.....wo xu yao bang mang!!!!!!!!! wo bu chi tao che mo ban!!!!
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
afta 5 wholda days im blogging back.. been cancelling almost all da outing these past few days.. am soo sorry.. been busy helping out dad and am too tired to do anything else...
yest met bang lan!! hahahaz.. my goodness.. he had dissappeared for sucha loong time.. n everyone was making noise upon seeing him.. LOL.. his super spiky trademark hair is gone.. hidden under a cap.. hahahz... anw was damn too tired to wake up this morn.. bt afta msgin n talking to sha.. n was abt to go back to slp.. da phone cldnt stop ringing sia one afta anotha ppl call n call n call ..my goodness... sighness.. i turn the phone to the silence volume.. n ignore it.. LOL!!! sorry la.. am too tired la.. so ENCIK!!! hahahaz.. sorry kayyzz... LOL..
anw met sha n head to brd to pass mrs lim sm book. and then we slack at da canteen for a lil while before heading to bras basah for the stuff to create tt gonna be super nice invitation card.. hahah. it's gonna super great to.. why?? cuz its made out of 2 heads.. plus the aunty at the fancy paper too la.. bt tts nt really counted cuz she was just helping out on the FANCY PAPER LA!! hhahahaz.. going siao ready.. haha
aiya.. 2 more weeks to attachment.. my goodness.. tts seriously horrible.. must strt preparing!! i haven even bought my shoe la.. believe it or nt.. my handy dandy notebook to is missing its info.. and my 3/4 colour in 1 pen is also not arnd.. arrrgggghhhh.... sian sian sian!!!!!!
gonna go shopping for bbq food with seri tmr!!! wahahhaha... cant wait for sun!!!!
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
on sat i actually manage to run dwn to da library to return the story books.. and can still manage to browse and borrow books before heading hme.. n to find dad still not hme yet was a miracle sia.. hahahz.. so anw while heading to da lib then on the overhead bridge met this old guy.. n he was walking backwards!! LOL!!!!!!! damn funny la.. da first thing tt comes to my mind was, is this guy just playing a fool or he has mental illness??!!LOL!! den da old guy CASUALLY turn arnd and walk as per normal.. so yeah i suppose he's just playing a fool.. my goodness.. damn funny la.. and dad brought me to da commando camp.. hilarious shit sia!!they had da normal check the vehicle stuff.. den one of the officer at the checking point damn cheeky sia..so anw.. i was thinking the guys there are going to be those big built.. pack with muscle n stuffz.. bt i was kinda shock to find some of them were literally slenger.. serious slenger sia.. once look like sure gone case in the COMMANDO CAMP.. damn funny la.. bt some of them were nice.. seriously nicee.. yup including the cheeky one at the outside counter.. bt i still cant accept those were the supposedly called the commando's in sg.. LOL!!!! ohh and nt to mention they were practically singing throughout the whole 4 hours we were there.. LOL!!!
yest was freaking tired sia.. damn effing tired.. can barely stand for 3 minutes straight.. well tt was at 3 plus am la.. hahaaz...was sitting on the table stand while dad n mom was trying to fix the last few stuff before heading hme.. n i was gone into lala land within 1/2 an hour upon reaching hme.. hahahaz..amazing how i can clear up all da stuffz.. had a bath.. and night prayers all withing 1/2 an hour.. LOL!! bt anw before tt.. while packing the stuffz.. mom was askin if i want the ice popsicles.. and so i head n get one for me n one for her la.. n it was nicee!! hahahaz.. so i wen there n bought anotha one.. n this time they gaf me an extra 1!! hahahaz... soo cute!! n then.. while still packing the guy came over n gave us another 4 sticks!! wahahhaz.. its a MUST to get it man.. yum yum.. hehhz.. ouhhz.. and i finally met the yellow yellow guy.. hahahaz.. my goodness.. he's damn cute la.. cute as in literally CUTE.. he is soo round.. like 1 super huge ball sia.. seriously damn cute...hahah n not frgtting damn cheeky too!!! lol!!!
yellow??!! red la red!!! HAHAHAHA...
plans for today gt cam fixed.. follow mom n immy get clothes..n most probably will be spendin the night with mas!! hehz.
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Saturday, September 02, 2006
i seriously cant wait to be able to go for driving lessons sia.. i mean seriously tt'll be the first thing i'll do when i come of age.. sighness.. how the hell my dad can take it i seriously gt no idea.. and im seriously becoming very vulgar nowadays.. dont ask me why..i totally stop for smtyms bt recently i just got to all dose curses agn.. damn bullshit la.. bt anw mom has been nadirah watch your wrds!! n dad simply cant be bothered i suppose to lost in thoughts.. LOL.. smtyms dad can be soo cool n nice.. bt otha times.. he can totally suckz just like every parents are.. sighness..
anw yeah finally after my exams just now was the first day i get back to helping dad..n cik din had a lot to comment as per usual.. damn funny la.. the glasses keep on falling apart n i keep on screamin.. and i almost gave up.. actually i gave up ready saying i dont wanan stand there n get back to dad's lorry open the sliding door and sat there staring at them.. LOL... damn stupid cuz i got bored n move back to where i was.. LOL!!!aiya anw.. i seriously cant stand boi's guys. i mean wtf la.. cik lun says noo i shldnt be saying that.. i shld actually hate their characters bt not them.. or dunno wad la.. actually she's just trying to twist n turn.. instead of saying it directly.. soo funny.. i was like its just them!!.. hahah.. she cant stand them either!!! wahahahz.. to hell you big fat fucking bastards!!!!!
despite my tiredness.. i just wish i cld walk out oof the hse n head to the beach.. i wanna spent da night there.. i just want to... mass.. i want to spent the night at the beach!!!!! ohh btw thx for yest. i dunno wad happen i just wanna blow up.. hahahaa.. thx honey pie.. n da sental guy.. i shall stop abt him la ok.. you can give him to ducky.. i dont mind at all.. cerite cerite ape??!! LOL!!!!
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Friday, September 01, 2006
finally joakim's out..hahahz.. lalala.. yeah i tink ppl everywhere are crying.. opps i mean girls.. diaoz.. save it ppl.. I MEAN GIRLSS.. siighhz.. i think he knows he's time is almost up.. n also yeah cheer up he is indeed popular.. n you guys shld be happy he is free to run back to rahimah ready.. LOL!!!!
ohh.. n i seriously hope jasmine will be the next to be out.. i mean its such a shame to title her the last girl standing in the competition sia.. i mean the 'last girl standing' shld supposedly haf the greatest voice.. image and all among all other girls.. jasmine has all tt??!! JASMINE TYE??!!! definitely not.. bt i wont be surprise tt she'll last till the top 3.. cuz she is indeed da last girl in the competition.. LAST GIRL TO LEAVE!!! yeah she deserve to leave.. her voice is like tyco tyco den nice.. on lucky days then her voice is up to standard.. otha den that.. she seriously cant sing.. n ja.. can seriously be out in the nxt competition.. the wanna act chio judge.. LOL!!!
ouhh.. i seriously totally miss the whole teachers day thingie.. sigh.. n ms tan said tt 21 out of 30 4eb's turn up!! my goodness.. sadd sia.. grrr.. n i miss all of it.. aarggghhhhzz... sighnesss..... its the 'interesting part' as ms tan said it.. lalalaz.. aiya anw its 4eB mahhz.. indeed 4eB's.. wahahahz..
